Life changing moments.

I mean to say that the realities of life can really suck.

oh, they can also be very enlightening

True.

Well, I know that if it weren't for my past, I wouldn't be the strong person I am now.

But again, I would like to get rid of some of the memories.

This person I am now seems like a stranger to me.

It's like my childhood flashed before my eyes, and here I am one year away from being 18.

Dang, now I know what the saying "time flies" means.

Within the past 2 years life just got really complicated, and stressful.

And sometimes it all just catches up with me.

So it's not like the bad things are behind me, they resurface, and new major stresses appear.

For example, my great aunt just died, roy just died, lue just died, all of the people I know seem to be freaking dieing!!!!!!

I do find hope in my religious beliefs, but it still hurts.

After all, I believe in a resurrection.

well, i'm two months away from 19, but i haven't had childhood trauma or anything

Well, you're lucky. (If there was such thing as luck)

BTW, i just edited my post.