I have something to say...

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 01:38

I am sorry. I let my subjective reasoning and stress win me over. Over these last few days, I have said/done things that were not appropriate, and I deserve the humility that I should be getting. This is the part where GS can say I told you so. This is the part where I come in and apologize, to every last one of you for insulting you in probably the worst manner i possibly could. For tearing away what seems to be an integral part of many people's lives. And that's what I'm dealing with, it took one member here for me to ultimately realise that, when he apologized from the bottom of his heart. And that is what I do now. I apologize with utmost regret and sorrow for the things I have done, for letting myself run uncontrolled by hate and anger. I am truly sorry, and if you will accept me, I will rejoin what a lot of people have been trying to show me - a family, of people. Not words on a screen, actual living people. Something that in a weird way I hold the balance of here. I lead you, I control you, but most importantly, you are my responsibility, like you are children of mine, and the moment I neglect you, I not only neglect and ashame myself, but I kill people. (not literally, I am not a crazy mass murderer or anything.)

So, before I fall asleep on the keyboard, I will stay, if, and only if you will let me, but, don't jump the gun in your decision. Think on it, judge me, critically and truthfully. And realize, that should you let me return, this place will change. This forum will not focus on flash trek, not star trek, none of those trivial things but it will focus on the progress and support of each other, of our family.

Good nig.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

by Roger Smith 2009-06-15, 01:47

Thank you, Darkwing, that was very passionate. Take care of what you have to do in life, this place is secondary. Still though, you're an essential part of it. In the grand scope of things I know I'm no one here, but I'd welcome you back...

by **A-BIack_Man** 2009-06-15, 02:21

i guess i missed this whole deal, my computer pretty much fried. the reason i joined these forums was because it seemed like every single one of u were extremely close friends. i wouldnt mind having that. and i guess i still can since ur back.

anyway, im sure they will welcome u back

by Darkjedi 2009-06-15, 03:11

I'm impressed.

You truly are a great, wonderful acquaintance, Chris.

Or rather, I should say, a friend.

Thank you for understanding.

I'm sure the other members will forgive you, and support all of us in making this place more than it is now.

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 05:49

Huh... Did something hit your head, Darkwing? I'm glad if it did, because for the few time you were gone, we've had our share of incidents...

by **JPB18** 2009-06-15, 08:25

raffitz wrote:Huh... Did something hit your head, Darkwing? I'm glad if it did, because for the few time you were gone, we've had our share of incidents...

Indeed...

Now... Lets tpass to the part that it matters (xD):

/me punches DW in the belly

This is for threatning leaving the forum!

/me punches again

This is for making us think that you sucked...

/me punches him again

And this is... Ok.... run out of motives... xD

WELCOME BACK!!!!

by Galaxy-Scarface 2009-06-15, 11:14

i told you so Razz

anyway, i do agree that you need to return. when you left, terra said she was leaving too, and shem was considering it, though i do believe he decided to stay. a spammer left, which was a good thing, (he also got banned). welcome back, DW, and im glad that that you really didn't delete yourself!

by FlashFreak22 2009-06-15, 11:48

Thank you! so000000000oooooOOOOOOo0Oo0Oo0Oo0Oo0 much! Ignore the spam for DW's sake...

by **Thingy** 2009-06-15, 12:16

JPB18 wrote:
raffitz wrote:Huh... Did something hit your head, Darkwing? I'm glad if it did, because for the few time you were gone, we've had our share of incidents...

Indeed...

Now... Lets tpass to the part that it matters (xD):

/me punches DW in the belly

This is for threatning leaving the forum!

/me punches again

This is for making us think that you sucked...

/me punches him again

And this is... Ok.... run out of motives... xD

WELCOME BACK!!!!

Pfft, punches? What are you, a girl scout? *gets a metal chair and hits DW with it till he falls to the ground and continues hitting him while saying ''YOU...ALMOST...KILLED...US...! THIS...IS...FOR...MAKING...ME...THINK...THE...FORUM...WOULD...DIE!!AND...THIS...IS...FOR...ERR....GRAAAAAH!!!

There, now you're welcome back! Err...when you decide to start breathing again... Awesome speech by the way. And thanks for not deleting the forum when you could.

by Philly Homer 2009-06-15, 12:25

DW, you already know what I think. Like anyone else, if you're willing to change, then I'm willing to accommodate you.

On a less sappy note, I really should stab you for your antics. But I kinda understand your reasons for your actions, so I can't really blame you. I probably would do the same thing, quite frankly.

I personally am ready to welcome you back, but I suggest you get your life sorted out before doing anything that has to do with this forum.

by **Thingy** 2009-06-15, 12:29

I've got the rusty dagger! What? no? Alright alright, i'll put it back... Party pooper...

But on a more serious note, i agree with alka. Get your life sorted, rushing back to work on the forum would just add more pressure on you, and you need to get rid of the pressure you alredy have on you from real life. You should finish school first and take care of whatever has been making you stressed, then come back and work on the forum.

by Stryker 2009-06-15, 12:47

i haven't been on for a few days... Did i miss something here?

Seeing as to me you never did anything, there is no reason to welcome you back, as you are already here...

As with the online vs. real life battle, i think handling real life has the priority over posting responses to people you have never seen.

by Philly Homer 2009-06-15, 12:52

Stryker wrote:i haven't been on for a few days... Did i miss something here?

Yes you did.

by Earthdeath 2009-06-15, 13:00

Lol, only the biggest thing in the forum history.

Welcome back anyways DW, I didn't like having to replace you.

by Stryker 2009-06-15, 13:02

Alkanosis wrote:
Stryker wrote:i haven't been on for a few days... Did i miss something here?

Yes you did.

Would it be appropriate to discuss the events that have catalyzed this thread?

by Earthdeath 2009-06-15, 13:03

Basically DW left for a dew hours, and the forum hurtled into chaos, and i did my best to save it..and no doubt i didn't do anything worthwhile at all.
And now he is back, thats it all in laymans terms.

by FlashFreak22 2009-06-15, 14:27

Works for me. And it should work for everyone else as well.

by Darkjedi 2009-06-15, 14:30

He is coming back.

He's even deleted the other forum.

But, he'll only come back if you guys forgive him.

So forgive him already, you sons of motherless goats!

He's repentant!

by Shemuel 2009-06-15, 14:39

I forgive him. However, I feel the rest of the forum has to realise its faults too.

DW coming back and everything trying to go on like normal is like slapping a bandage over a gaping wound.

by Darkjedi 2009-06-15, 14:51

I understand that, and I think he understands that also.

There's not much more that we can do, other than accept him again.

We all have our battles to fight. I have mine, you have yours.

And I think Darkwing has begun to put on the armor and cross blades with the things that lie within.

We will never be able to find out how much better of a person he really can be if we don't give him a chance to put forth fruitage.

After all, it's like Bruce Wayne said:

It's not who I am underneath, but what I do that defines me.

by **Thingy** 2009-06-15, 15:26

Ah f... He just went hello kitty on us! He's either snapped again, joking or that speech was just BS. The rally point is originxt.com, we'll meet there if he deletes the forum or doesnt change the skin back.

Either that or i'm having one hell of a nightmare

by Shemuel 2009-06-15, 15:57

Darkjedi wrote:I understand that, and I think he understands that also.

There's not much more that we can do, other than accept him again.

We all have our battles to fight. I have mine, you have yours.

And I think Darkwing has begun to put on the armor and cross blades with the things that lie within.

We will never be able to find out how much better of a person he really can be if we don't give him a chance to put forth fruitage.

After all, it's like Bruce Wayne said:

It's not who I am underneath, but what I do that defines me.

Oh yes, I mean I completely welcome DW back. Its some others here I am thinking about with problems.

by Earthdeath 2009-06-15, 17:47

I welcome DW back to, and forgive him.
And Thingy, we appear to have been saved from hello kitty too.

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 17:49

ok, time to rejeuvenate this sucker. armor and crossblades here i co..... oh! dang cross blades, now i'm bleeding over the keyboard! changes are on the way. we are not the same forum we were five days ago!

by Earthdeath 2009-06-15, 17:51

Oh yay.We hadn't all figured that one already.

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 17:52

DARKWING!!!!! YOU'RE ALIVE!!!!! *hugs tightly*

It wasn't your fault...I actually feel kinda responsible for all this...I know I didn't do anything, but I still feel responsible.

by Earthdeath 2009-06-15, 17:53

give it up alread, Toa, you didn't do anything wrong at all.You shouldn't feel responsible.

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 17:53

it wasn't you, but you did help bring new life to the forum for which i owe you (but not my life, you're not having my life, a cookie maybe, but that's it!)

by **Thingy** 2009-06-15, 17:55

Darkwing wrote:ok, time to rejeuvenate this sucker. armor and crossblades here i co..... oh! dang cross blades, now i'm bleeding over the keyboard! changes are on the way. we are not the same forum we were five days ago!

Ah man, thanks, oh god THANKS for getting rid of that skin. It was just... like... a nightmare... the pink was just...everywhere... and there was this big ugly white monster.... it was smiling at me...almost like it was getting stronger from my suffering... and... and... the FAQ button, it called me FAG!!!

god bless you, GOD BLESS YOU for saving my sexual orientation!

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 18:00

Darkwing wrote:it wasn't you, but you did help bring new life to the forum for which i owe you (but not my life, you're not having my life, a cookie maybe, but that's it!)

...Thanks, Darkwing. For reconsidering. I feel motivated again. Smile

by bodysurfnj 2009-06-15, 18:09

Well if you said something inappropriate and it was funny then it doesnt need an apology if it wasnt funny then all is forgiven

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 18:11

Oh, thank you for talking to and about me... Oh, wait - You didn't! Before I "left", some people acknowledged my existence... I guess those times are over...

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 18:23

GS wrote:terra said she was leaving too

I emailed her, hopefully she'll be back.

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 18:25

Toa Kaita wrote:
GS wrote:terra said she was leaving too

I emailed her, hopefully she'll be back.

Oh yay... Did DW PM everyone to stop answering to me?

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:27

wait what? i'm confused, what's going on with you raffitz?

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 18:30

No one is answering to my posts... But anyways... Who had something to say? After all that was the thread's main theme, wasn't it?

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:33

it was me who had something to say which i said in ze first post

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 18:35

Ah... Oh, yeah right, that whole thing about returning! Now I remember... So, you've said what you wanted to say, and you've returned... Doesn't that mean the purpose of this thread is like... Over?

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 18:36

Agreed. Lock please, someone.

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:37

yeah, in a perfect world, but i'll let it linger a little bit while i fix things up. it's also a place for people to take out their anger on me too. i will accept it this once Smile

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 18:37

KK, you're the boss. Smile

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:39

hm, i am, aren't I? well, time to be a good one, hell, time to be the best damned boss a forum can have! (uh oh, now i've said too much!)

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 18:40

Oh, since you're back, does this mean I can keep writing Earth-Link and you'll finish BM3?

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:42

i was never going to stop

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 18:42

No, he's just here to serve as a decorative item...

by **Thingy** 2009-06-15, 18:43

And i can go back to writing the campaign now?

by **Destral** 2009-06-15, 18:45

DW wrote:i was never going to stop

Good, I kinda lost motivation for Earth-Link when you DID leave.

raffitz wrote:No, he's just here to serve as a decorative item...

I certainly hope not!

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:46

funny guy aren't we raffitz? that's ok, I am awefully pretty to look at!

by raffitz 2009-06-15, 18:47

He posted while I was writing... It's happening too frequently these days...

It actually happened again when I was writing this... It reminds me of the old times...

by **Darkwing** 2009-06-15, 18:49

back in the day when posts were flying left write and center? get it, write?

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