I am back. and im sorry

ok well since I was banned I had a think about the reasons I said what I did. I am not asking for sympathy or makeing excuses I am telling you why I did what I did.

ok to put it simply I am autistic and because of that I tend to get into obsessions lately it went from dr who to my love life. it went there because I had no knowlage of how to handle it. I am currently trying to end that obsession and become obsessed with something constructive although I have never sucsessfuly broken a obsession before and I am getting the feeling its ending naturally I know it has bugged you all about this it bugs me that I did it with out noticing my obsession with a girl. in future I intend to control any obsessions of this type.

I have taken the advice of my youth paster in the area of my obsession I am doing what he recommenced and it seems to be working. also I am now no longer depressed ( a rock concert at church helped with that) and am currently learning from my mistakes of the last 7 months. also I am trying ( with the help of a friend) to become more of a optimist hopefully you will all notice a change

so I am sorry all of you I am so sorry.


P.S I have fallen back into my obsession with Dr who.

Good! JTull... welcome back buddy...

Btw... i think you need other obsession: Start using ponctuation on your sentences! Do you know the [.;,:!? etc, etc, etc]?

not gonna happen. I think I am gonna obsess about how I will do things in the future. ( and I have told my friends about those things aparently I have good taste in my plans. ) and I am gonna get excited about more things like easter camp ( 13 days 5 hours and 9 mins from now) and about merge tonight!! YAY!! (note optimism)

so I hope I will be better again.

oh sorry I keep forgetting that you guys wont know about that kinda stuff. its where all the xpress youth people come together. its a really awesome social gathering.

good thing you've fallen back into obsession with dr who! you probably wont get banned that way.

umm no. its basicly what a normal youth group would do. but we do it in a different way because in our youth group we have cell groups witch is like 8 people (mine is 13 people I think) of similar age. ( and of the same sex) that get together every fortnight. and so on every other week we have merge on Friday witch is where all the cell groups "merge" and become one big group.


( yea well I am also obsessed with figureing out my style so I am trying many strainge personality changes lately.)

Well welcome back..Don't do it again or DJ might suddenly and violently molest you.
At least you had the guts to come back and apologize, unlike a certain spammer *cough*zulian*cough*

ha ha brilliant. I got told I have guts by alot of people. I think that was just because I wear a trench coat sometimes. but I think some people confuse guts with persistence/ mindless stupidity. but I shall watch out for DJ.

and its kinda good to be back I will probably still have remnants of what I was like but thats normal every obsession I have has a lasting effect. think of it as kinda like scaring.

heh, and you think your mentally scarred.
But as long as you dont start again, you wont get banned for it again...obviously.

no. what I ment was there is a residual effect of all my obsessions. most are just learning experiences. the one about girls well I learned alot from it. I wont go into that though you would find it really boring.

but my obsessions are what make me me its quite simple my friends know that I will change a fair bit every 18 months. my obsessions are getting less noticeable now. but they are getting simple aswell. and so shorter. but all that about me has a up side I tend to be a obsessive romantic type. I am learning how to use my obsessive nature to make people happy.

well as long as your obsessive romanticness (if thats even a word) doesn't come here in a large amounts you will stay unbanned.

ha ha. dont worry it wont. I have no reason to be romantic here. and yes it is weird but apparently it means I will be a fun guy to date. although I already have ideas of how I would propose. lol

"please will you marry me in the Tardis?"

Close enough to how you would propose?

umm if I had one I may do that but I dont so yea.

if you must know I would take the girl to theater and dinner. ( of course I would have a look at the weather forecast to plan the next part) so I would have a excuse to wear a suit. and I would choose a night that there is going to be heavy rain and when we finish dinner I would take her outside in the rain ( probably make some brilliant excuse why to go out in the rain) and wait for a bit for my hair to get soaked (just for dramatic effect). look at her touch her face lightly then get down on one knee take the ring out of my left breast pocket and say her name (pause for dramatic effect) and say what ever is appropriate for the specific girl and then ask her to marry me.

well thats my favorite idea so far but I got years to think. lol

Man, if you propose I would have to see it!!

YOUTUBE IT!!!!



sorry...that was mildy inappropriate

just a little yes. but really I would never do that. it would be far better to leave my wife to tell people about it. lol.

and you have never seen me. I tend to think romanticly. and am always trying to make every girl I know happy. do you really think I will propose in a half measure.


wait killerflood is what you said a complement of some kind?

I'd highly doubt that Jtull.... Anyway congrats, you seem to have done better than I so far...but then again my communication skills have always sucked...

I don't think JTull has got that far either.

Jtull wrote:wait killerflood is what you said a complement of some kind?

It was just a statement.

ah right. I doubt you will. although a couple of friends that know about that really want to see if I pull it off perfectly. not gonna happen soon but hey why not think about it.

my youth paster said that I will definitely get the chance to do that because he sees that I am a romantic. and I am inclined to believe him actually.

but come on ED you did it what did you do shoot the question in the side of her car?

no.i shaved it into a dog.

Earthdeath wrote:no.i shaved it into a dog.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHHA!!!!

Brilliant!!

Earthdeath wrote:no.i shaved it into a dog.

really!? that is... umm very original. lol

I actually lol'd when I read that!